I do smile..

The unusual time in my life it seems,

have lot of things to fight with

only to fight with.


Nobody knows me

a realization that came very late

I have been dreaming

but now I listen carefully

and the truth comes to me

I started to hate myself .



hey stop it..It's not the right way

come back dear

no one else's there to call you back

nobody cares you

nobody loves you

but ....


I'm sorry..

I'm sorry for those tears I cried

I won't cry

I may cry inside

I won't let anyone know how I feel inside

I won't let anyone laugh at me

I won't let anyone call me a fool

I'll smile

I'll smile always

I'll smile to hide my pain